I am currently in Brazil to be a part of a gathering of facilitators and organizers of ISTA, a international organisation that works with re awakening sacred sexuality and spread love and peace on earth. Tomorrow we will go to the jungle for one week without electricity, wi-fi or phone connection, to connect with the earth and eachother!
As I am jetlagging I spend my time in a hotel in the capital Brasilia and today I woke up early to go see the town.
It seems to me my current journey is about awakening a surpressed feminine sexuality. I see it everywhere. Those little signs pointing out my path.
Taking a tour in Brasilia, the capital of Brazil is a strange experience.
Everything is surrounded by concrete and the buildings are very special... 😬 This is a big art museum!
One particular exibision shows obects that with an open mind can be interpreted as genitals.
The "feminine" genitals are locked in a cage.
The "maskuline" genitals are presented as on a battlefield.
Or hanging from the wall...
As if they were keys to unlock...something.
We think that in west we are quite open towards sex and sexuality, when in fact the feminine sexuality is locked in a cage, waiting for some one else to awaken her!
How much pressure does that put on the lover? I know as a woman, I have the presence and the consciousness to awaken the feminine, and I need to allow my self to do it. I cant wait for the circumstances to be "perfect" or until I am "flawless" to awaken sexually. I have the responsabillty towards my self to wake up beyond fear and judgement. I have the power to enbrace the wildness, the untamed passion in me and I want to welcome me fully in my life.
I want to share me with my lovers and with the world! I am leting me shine trough my sensual body. I let myself wonder over the beauty of life!
The feminine can only be supressed by my fear and my beliefs. And when I show her to the world, the world falls deeply and madly in love with her.